,tired

i've been playing around with the titles on the posts for a while,
but i'm bored of it now,
haha,
you can see the result to the right,
gosh i'm bored,
well,
a "poem" in swedish for linnea because she commented,
which almost no one do,

en av de jobbigaste sakerna att känna är förvirring.
ett stadie där man inte vet vad man ska ta sig till.
oftast skapar det frustration.
en frustration som man inte kan påverka.
det är skönt när man slipper förvirringen.
när man av någon anledning har klart för sig om hur man vill ha det.
det har man oftast aldrig.
men den här gången har jag det.
så jag säger det ärligt.
det finns ingen anledning att skapa förvirring.

,maybe

i was sick and tired of everything,
when you called me last night from,
tokyo?

,if

when we reach death,
we'll all be at the same level,

,that was the

that was the last chance this city got,
it doesn't bring what i want,
they can't even dance in tempo to the fucking bad music,
and in the end,
they all find each other for the night,
i'm not doing this here,
i'm not doing it,

,beginning

i love you,
always forever,
near and far,
closer together,
everywhere,
i will be with you,
everyday,
i will devour you,
i love you,
always forever,
near and far,
closer together,
everywhere,
i will be with you,
everyday,
i will devour you,

what if life could be explained in a song,
what if a song could creat a life,
i won't play by the rules anymore,
i can't do this anymore,
i will tell you the truth from now,

,i guess you

if this is what i have to go through every time i will hate this city,
but i hope we all will learn by this,
i really do,
i really do need a hug today,
just a simple hug,
i'm in this simple mood,
i like it simple,
i don't need much,
but i need you guys,
i wish i could pay back all you gave and give me,
but i can't,
i don't know how to pay this back,
i really don't know how to pay you back,

,wanted me to

i slept to little and i have to get going,
today i'll wake up in another city,
i need to take some time away from this,
it's too much right now,
too much of the good,

,so

after a walk home in the middle of the night i realized,
i don't really need anybody,
the silence,
the empty streets,
the slow morning light,
and the sound of my shoes along the ground,
that was all i needed tonight,
so the eyes,
the lies,
all the lies in my head,
are for nothing,
i don't mind you being kind,
but i don’t need your kindness when i know it’s not lasting,

,now i

adopted and with a updated chat on facebook,
i think i now how to live my life again,
and you're included,
you really are,

,i feel

i found myself a new home,
it's too big and has no windows,
but i love it anyway,
does anybody want to sit by my fireplace?

,a little bit

the confusing part isn't that you don't remember me,
the confusing part isn't that you don't want me,
the confusing part isn't that you don't like me,
the confusing part is that i don't know anything right know,

,sometimes

it's hard to look straight when all my friends don't,
but i will try,
i have to make it,
i just have to,

,i mean

i turned on the light and found myself in a position i had never been in before,
so i kept it on and now i only move in this strange way and i don't think i ever will turn it off,

,it's hard

i would love to live like you,
for a while,
but i don't know,
i love you,

,it's like

the best thing with this sweatshirt is that it's real,
it's a friends friend who won,
the worst thing with this sweatshirt is that i'll have to return it soon,
i love to borrow clothes,
haha,

,is this

is this what we aim for then i know,
is this the point i've reached,
will this go on until you say i do,
will this go on until i'll stop hope for you,

,ok

my friend rúben insisted me to write my posts in english,
because i believe that all of my swedish friends understands english,
and because i don't believe that you're more then five people reading this,
it's going to be in english,
i want to end this post by saying that rasmus ölme is lovely,
and to congratulate my dear friend henrik,

,insikt för i helvete

litet skämt att jag typ glider in till den här pretentiösa stilen i alla fall när jag blir lite nere,
nu är det slut på det,
ska kanske flytta ned och leva som musa för rúben,
jag vill,
jag vill,
jag vill,
jag har inga pengar och inte han heller,
det kommer inte ske,
någon som vill betala min resa till lissabon?

,blank

ännu en förlust,
fortfarande tomhänt och funderar på vad som krävs,

,i know everything about you

kulturfylld helg,
svensk kultur är inte så tråkig som man tror ibland,
heja fenomenal finkultur,
heja vintageaffären rost på hornsgatan 112,
heja fräscha danskompanier,
heja black market på st eriksplan,
heja spontana livet!!

,feed me to the fishes

jag låter min blyghet ta över mig själv,
det är omöjligt att förneka den uppenbara närvaron,
och nästintill sårbart att se hur jag tror att det går,
jag leder mig själv in i ett ensamt slut,
snart ska jag våga säga vad jag känner,
det ni gör är underbart,
fortsätt,

,from today

solen lyser och alla är sjukt glada,
kom igen!!!!