,then this

today was grey,
and i slept a lot,
dreaming,
i don't like to dream,
maybe that's why i never remember them,
i love to live in real time,
in real time,

,didn't end

i just wanted to make this less ending,
so i just wanted to post this,
and the big black hole is a part of it all,
it is,
and it's nothing you can do about it,
it's up to me to change it,
and right now i really don't mind it,
i really don't,